Monday, October 26, 2015

the reason i don't like talking about my sexuality is because i came out to everybody that i was pansexual but was more attracted to females when i was 13, and at the time my mom thought it was a phase and my dad didn't really like it but he didn't judge me but everybody else did. I was judged bad and disowned by alot of people.people that i thought would never leave or stop loving me it really hurt my feelings bad and when i would have conversations with them they would throw up the bible about homosexuailty and its a sin and that god hate me and i'm a sinner stuff that really got to me at some point in time and it use to  make me get really sad and depressed but at some point in time i got over it and grew some thick skin in realized that everyone isn't like me that they cant see what love is despise skin color or gender.
what really makes me upset?

  • i hate when people touch my nose i'm really insecure about it and touching it just makes me really mad

  • i don't like when people talk to me about my sexuality and try to put god and the bible in it  like i'm the only person in the world that likes girls that's really annoying that's one of the biggest things that'll Piss me off 
  • mushrooms
  • when people are rude/disrespectful to elderly people 
  • when people smack when they eat 
  • when boys stare at me when i walk past them
  • racism
  • sexism
  • Monday, September 28, 2015

    so i recently started robotics today and it was hard because i didn't know what to do and everyone else had already began building their robots so i was lost at first then i got into a group with my best-friend and she helped me catch up and the building process is really hard because you can't really understand the instructions so you have to like go off the pictures but the pictures don't really show where to put the screws or how to make the robots look so its a little difficult but where are still in the building of the frame process so next week hopefully it will be time to put the wheels on it and get the robot up and working :)

    Friday, September 4, 2015


    A paramilitary police officer carries the lifeless body of Alan Kurdi,  one of a dozen Syrian civil war refugees who drowned off the coastal town of Bodrum after a failed attempt to cross the Mediterranean on two boats bound for the Greek island of Kos.
     
    When i first seen this picture it brung me great sadness and to know that everybody but his father was killed and he was 3 years old 
    why couldn't they be saved ?
    why take this picture?
    the world they live in so cruel that if a war or anything wouldn't be happening there wouldn't be any death and this poor little boy and his family would still have they life but yet again there are people out here that don't care about anything so they start a war to mess everything up even more.




    Vietnam Photographer's Return  VIETNAM ARCHIVAL 220
    this picture is sooooooooo sad to see it may be a major inspiration for the anti-war movement. just looking at the poor girl face make me wish that they would have did something to protect these children who cant help them self or anybody else 
    where are they parent ?
    where they running to? 
    why did this happen to them ?
    why did this war affect them so bad ?
    why was this war going on? what caused it ?

    Wednesday, September 2, 2015

    Well my name is Vinshawna I'm in the 10th grade I go to Design lab early college. I was born and raised in Cleveland Ohio but i have family from all around like California,India and the Philippines. I'm a real quiet and independent person I like to stay to myself where i don't have to deal with the world and all of it's negativity  and judgement of who they think you should be,who you should like,how you should dress and act. you can never please the world so I just choose to stay to myself In not have to deal with or worry about the world thinks.